Friday, May 24, 2013

Day 31: Just A Religion Class

Day 31: Just A Religion Class 

"If you get lonely, give this post another read"
I know my posts have become random, and I'm actually surprised people still read this on a daily basis. More like impressed. Firstly, I would like to thank all those who contributed to my infamous blog and got it to reach over 2,000 views. This adds on to the amazing mood I'm already in. Why? Well, straight forward, its my one month anniversary, and while many people don't celebrate this, I just feel the urge to. (I love to party, don't blame me!). So I'll be speaking directly to that amazing somebody. I know I sent you a message, but I felt limited, and here I jump into Fiasco mode which makes my words come out and I could explain myself a bit better. Oh, and I know I have my blogging tone here, which is different than how I usually talk, you know my poetic way of oh I love you babe, and you know, the usual quite annoying me, so excuse it since it a lot more straight forward, and less romantic. I know I'm cheesy and too emotional, but I'm like in freaking love with you, and I'll just let my whole Fiasco side do the talking since its a lot more realistic than my real life personality, or whatever people could call it. Any who, this blog is about me, and you, us. I mean, God damn, it's been a month already? We happened quite suddenly, but damn, look at the result, hasn't this been quite an amazing month, it certainly has been for me. It's been a bit off at times, we got together during exams, and you traveled and we barely talk lately, but I've learned to deal with, so don't worry too much about that! I know I'm bad luck, I mean I seem like I've gotten you in a lot of trouble, and I'd just like to apologize for being the reason. I know I'm also difficult to deal with at times, and I'm not always easy, so thank you for being there for me when no one is. Being honest, I'd never thought I'd find someone who'd have me smiling simply by thinking about, you did steal my heart, out of nowhere. I don't know what you do to me, but it feels amazing. This blog was intended because I had so much more to say than what I had already said, but there's still more than a million words lefts to say. If every post would put a smile on your face, I'd post every damn second. Any who, its been only one month. So let's aim for years, I mean look at the result, actually being together, all the time, hell, living together. Its tough, but let's hope we actually do that. I know the world will be against us, but we can take it on together. Nothing compares to hearing you say "I love you." We've still got more than a month until we see each other again, so if you ever get too lonely, give this post another read, and know I'm by your side no matter what. I've probably over loaded you on words today and you've probably gotten tired of reading, so just let me end, by saying I love you. This is just the start, and we still have to to get to eternity, and thank you, for making the happiest person in the world. With the highest respect, love appreciation, and gratitude to you, Fiasco out.

Monday, May 13, 2013

Day 30: The Soviets Got Me

Day 30: The Soviets Got Me

"Diggin' the energy and lovin' the ozone"
Its been quite a while, I mean damn, I remember when blogging was a lifestyle for me, and the whole grade would talk about my blog. Let's hope I haven't lost my touch, Well, its become part of my past, but I just want to incorporate a bit of my present into this blog. Well basically, I promised my darling I'd post a whole post about her. So basically, here goes the story. I had been in a relationship for most of my past posts. Things spiraled down and didn't work out, simple as that. But here's the the good part, it led into something amazing. Its like that was something good which ended, and then I was directly hit by something out of this world, you get me? I might seem like hypocrite since I used to say the same about someone else in the past, but then, haven't we all been somewhat hypocrites. The important thing is, since this should be the last post I have for quite a while, let's just hit people who know me with some truth that is going to cost me a bit, but then again, when have I ever cared? The reason my past relationship spiraled is cause I did something when I was "drunk". Did I drink? Yes I did. (Like I know if a relative sees this I'm fucked, but it was a one time thing, so calm your tits about it)  Was I drunk? Slightly. Here's the part that could catch quite a bit of people off guard. Was I intoxicated to the point where I didn't know what I was doing? No. I knew my every move and simply manipulated the slight smell of alcohol and the complicated friendzone I was in with my current and perfect lover to create a fun night for the both of us. It was pretty obvious we just needed a spark to set us of. So my subconscious side probably wanted that to happen. It wasn't something I was aware would cost me my past relationship, but it happened and it led to my current one, which to be honest, I'm much happier in due to it feeling more real, and my amazing misses actually making feel like I mean a lot to her, a feeling I've never experienced. So a few days after the whole incident things ended, and much sooner than later, my sub conscious side turned into my fully conscious side, took control of my fragile, emotional mind, and I did what I wish I would've done a lot earlier than I did. Any who, so my current relationship? It's pretty much what I've ever wanted. You know, the kind of girl who's interested in the same stuff, always down to talk to you, hangs out with you a lot. Putting aside the fact that she's astonishingly beautiful, her personality, out of this world. The positive vibe she has is just so delighting. I mean, its to the point where just holding hands with her sends a rush through my body. She's like the type where you can say on a scale of one to ten, she's a twenty. Things just click perfectly together. I'm not going to write a cheesy love paragraph about her (I know I used to do that, I was pathetic) but just state facts. She's interested in my career and supports me in it, I mean, what more can I say? I've said it before on this blog, but this is honestly a very powerful emotion, love. Not the confused hormone filled teenager kind like I've experienced, this is the real deal. Any who, its been less than a month, I just hope it lasts for quite a while, because this is the first time I've gotten attached so quickly and opened myself up so much. I know you'll read this baby, so yeah, don't break both Fiasco and Toxic Bass' heart. (How many personalities do I have?!) I've opened myself up fully, so just know when I say I love you, I mean it, and if I say good bye, it'll be the day I die. With all due respect, Fiasco out.